If you will kill yourself in his love then it will not show that you really love that person. Die in the love of some one is so easy but to live is so difficult. Allah demand that we live according to His communication; but we prefer to die or suicide in His love rather to live according to His laws. His laws seem to be more difficult of us. We claim that we love Allah and His messenger but i admit that it is just a claim. We will not prove until or unless we will not follow the teaching of islam in our daily life.
We always raise the slogans of Allah's love but it is too difficult to say our five times a day prayer. We can do anything for the sake of Allah and even kill some one but we will not rescue a poor man dying due to starving. There are million other things which i always adopted. The love for Allah is never constant in my heart. The level of Love increase or decrease with the time. If any one knows how to create the love then kindly inform me. We are all in the search of true Love of Allah.