We always wish that Allah will forgive us on our sins, but for this we also wish that we will not change our self. We all admit that we are wrong we did not want to change our self. Why we are so intricate in our thoughts that we did not understand what is good or what is bad?. We admit that we did the wrong thing but we never ashamed on our deeds; we have always some reason or excuse on our shameful act. We drink the alcohol and we have excuse for that: "Oh i am in great stress and use the alcohol as a tonic". We raped some woman and have lame excuse like this " She is a bitch and she tried to ignore me and she is not a pious girl, she is a prostitute etc". When we kill some one then we say like that " He wants to kill me and in my defence i kill him, He is not a good man and i did a very good thing to kill him or Allah wants that i Kill him etc."
But we never think for a minute that what Allah say in his Book. We always try to egregious in our thing but claim to be fastidious. We always have some reason to justify our own self. After all this we think and wish that Allah will forgive us and ignore all our wrong deeds. We want justice for our self but not for others. We want that Allah will gave strict punishment to all those who ruined our life and forgive us for ruined the life of the others.
What is Allah in our eye's?. Allah is above all He is not our subordinate (Naouz Billah ) to always act upon on our advice.First of all we must need to change the concept of Allah in our mind.
